Too Much

I will no longer tie myself in knots so I fit into a smaller version of myself that you deem suitable

I will no longer muffle the boundaries of my body and heart so you may find and use what you need in me

I will no longer let the dirtiness that you see in me keep me in shadow

I will no longer brace against the opening, nor adhere or attach myself in fear that I will get too big for you to handle

I am here; taking up space, fully open and free

Yes, I am too much

Yes, I am too much 

for you 

to handle.